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2011-11-20T04:41:00.000-08:00

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2010-04-30T20:09:00.000-07:00

Forget to wish Mandric happy birthday ytd. Happy belated birthday^^
Ytd night Jasper suddenly call me and ask me go drinking! Haha.
Thanks Vincent, Dion, Lf, Ck, Songmaytee, and those who cared yeah :>

To those reading my blog, I have something that I wanna let out.
I'm just trying to say that I'm torned apart. I'm in pieces. Because I trusted the wrong person.
And I never want to see my friends, my loved ones, and even people whom I don't know, I never want you all to make the same mistake as me.
There'll be a point in your life when you think that you should trust this person, and let him/her into your life. But all that person did was teaching you a lesson and then leave. It's not worth it.

He left you when you're in pieces.
He left you when you're at your worse.
He left you when you needed him the most.
He left for another person. Another girl.

Now you're in tears and he doesn't care.
Your friends tells you to cheer up. But it doesn't help.
You're going crazy.
But remember this,
When you are sure you've enough of this life, don't let yourself go, because everyone cries, everybody hurts sometimes, sometimes everything is wrong.

All I ever wanted was a perfect person. But now I know, that perfect person doesn't exist.

Bye.

2010-04-28T00:55:00.000-07:00

Disappointed in You.
( mia , from blog )
Extra people in my life please fck off. ^^
Stop trying to be my friend , irritating -.o

Photossssssssss :B

2010-04-23T11:28:00.001-07:00

Too lazy to organize the photos. SO ENJOY :)

SWENSEN'S .

I WANT THIS FAT PHONE.

We're Heading For A Heart, Heart, Hearbreak' :)

2010-04-23T06:15:00.000-07:00

Stop calling, stop calling, I don't wanna talk anymore. (Y)

Wednesday, homed with Ck. Saw Ziwei,Derrick etc. At first didn't notice cuz I didn't wear specs, then Zw called my name :/ Asshole!
Thursday, homed with Aaron as I board the same bus as him. After that went for Daniel's outing :D
Okey, Rabbit,Ck,Kaihui,Nevin,Ethan,Sean,Daniel &Johnson turned up ^^
Pictures uploaded on Fb ah. Those who don't have Fb, too bad! Hehe.
Took neoprints, headed to Swensens for dinner. Damn fun! After that Daniel need to head home as he's taking 1050 plane.
Ck need to go tuition but he played arcade with us for like one hour then go :x Bad kiddd!
Then Rabbit& me played arcade till near 10 then headed to Starbucks ^^
I forced him to play Photohunt w me LOL. Paid him cash then played almost 10rounds! :>
Then played basketball, the hit-hit thing, dance dance revolution, kiap toy, racing motor or something. Damn shiock ^^
Iced latte from Starbucks was quite nice ^^ Chatted alot w Rabbit :>

Btw Kenneth speaks alien language uh! That day he said some hokkien thing to me then I was like Huh!
Today recess damn weird. Sat with Wq & Doris.
Then Oscar& Poonjunhong suddenly come sit our table and smile to me ==!
Me: YOU SIT HERE FOR WHAT?!
Oscar: FOR FUN.
Poon: -whispers something to Oscar-
Then he stared at me, I threw my fork at him. LOL! Was playing w them only :/
After that got the bxtches come sit our table again. No appetite, went to sit with Char, Diane etc.
Saw Rabbit& Kaihui, went to find new table w them.
Changed seats like 3times -.-!
Me: HI R'S FRIEND. HI.
Kaihui: -smiles-
LOLOL I LOVE HIS EXPRESSION MAN! FAIL :/ HAHA SHY BOY. Opps.

K bai. Going to play game with Rabbbbit. Oh and I saw JosephWong just now. Lolol -smacks-

Missingyou.

2010-04-20T10:43:00.000-07:00

If you were here :
You'll be my punching bag.
You'll talk to me till dawn.
You'll accompany me after school.
You'll think of hundred and one jokes just to make me laugh.
You'll tell me again how much you love me.
You'll buy me a whole box of pokemon erasers just for us to have fun with mates.
I'll borrow you my chinese textbook and tell the teacher I'm the one who didn't bring it.
I'll drink Green apple bubbletea, again.
I'll take back those hurtful words I've said.
I'll not let her spoil the cute-green-rubber-ball-with-light that you gave.
I'll not scold you a bitch.
I'll love you back.

If only you were here.
K******, the closest friendship I ever had. It was more than that. Far More Than That.

Rainy days reminds me of you.

2010-04-19T02:21:00.000-07:00

1)SS class, didn't do homework.
2)Recess w Yangyang,Ashley,Kaihui,Rabbit. Doris&Wq joined cuz no table. :>
3)Oscar passed the essay to Herny :D Wee, thanks ^^
4)Trying to sell H2H donation thing to mates.
5)Lunched in schl w Marcahpussylee :> Joke :B
6)Took Amath test w Xianglong. Hy bring extra calculator sia. Weird, no?
7)Bus aircon drip water on my hand! (UGHHHH!) 8)
Forgotten about AlphaΒ, Oscar and Poon taught me before I still forget. Gosh.
9)Texting w Oscar using hanyupinyin. Cool 8D
10)Visiting dental later on. :D

It's raining now. :>
Someone confirm at LAN again. So idiot!
K bye . So lazy to type :D

( It has been so long since we last met. And we didn't talk to each other for quite some time already, the last time was on Facebook.. Ugh. There's nothing I could do, if you don't wanna contact me. I won't bother you anymore. But the two years we've been really close friends will always be in my heart. Because it's just something I couldn't forget, and don't wish to. Even though I didn't love you at that point of time, and we didn't know what's love. But you tried your best. To show it. To prove to me that you love me. We were still small then, everything was so perfect. But now it has become part of my memory. Part of me. )

Awesome! ^^

2010-04-16T09:15:00.001-07:00

I'm tired! But decided to post since it's AndrewMAH's birthday today ^^
Happy 15th Birthday shuaige! LOL :>
Went to Airport, was lost! :<
Alvin& Andrew came to find me. Haha!
Headed to Swensens, Andrew paid 127$.
Ohya, Chunkeat, KaiLiang& Joel was there too :D
I didn't eat as I went late ><
Alvin asked if I wanna eat. I said no, cuz all of them finished eating alrdy :x ( Suddenly so kind to me ah :/ )
Chatted with him for abit, he told me some stuffs :/ Bad stuffs, LOL!
Headed t Mac to "study" , ended up only Joel studied, Ck, Andrew and me were playing :B
After that took lots of pix on bus, reached TM, bought tickets
for "Date Night" , andrew& Joel went to get toys! ( Kiddos! Joke :b )
The movie was awesome, laughed like some b.tch inside the cinema. Less
than 20people inside only, I like. :DD
"SHUT YOUR VAGINA!" "SORRY WHEN HE SAID VAGINA HE MEANT YOUR FACE,"
Hahah! >< Lots of sex jokes inside, :/
After that played arcade for around 1hour++ Fun ^^
Went t Longjohn for dinner, stayed there for around 2hr cuz a bxtch was reading his pokemon comic!!!
That bxtch damn idiot, wasted like 100over bucks on those useless comics -.-!!! Wahaha~
Buses home with that idiot :> JJJJJJ HAHAHA JJJJJJJ :x
Okey i'm bitch tired now so bye, i'm the usher for tml's POP. :< So gotta sleep now. Bye^^
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANDREW, AGAIN :)))

Happylife.

2010-04-14T03:10:00.000-07:00

People I wanna thank in my life :
Family.
Aaron, AshleyYau, Brandon, Chunkeat, Herny, Joseph, Nevin, Paul, Shirui, Songmaytee, Teehng, Leonard, Hanchong, Luhan, Doris, Anisah, Xavier, TanJieWei, JonathanCheong, Jirong, Patrapol, Kaixiang, DarylTang, Kengpeng, Derrick and JONAS!
Couldn't really list out all. But thanks for being a part of me. Thanks for making me stronger and most importantly, thanks for being there when I needed someone. Maybe we're not as close as before, but just know that you guys made an impact on my life. :>

Saw Jiewei outside BedokGreen that day when I was with Chunkeat :DD
Chatted awhile, was damn happy to see him la!
Had 3tests ytd, DISASTER.
New english teacher suck much. Fattybb :/ !
Lunched with Sexyash @Kfc today.
Daryl and me says : HI AH-GLIE. Funny la! :B
Zi-high in class for the past weeks. This week wasn't so 'high' don't know why leh.
Texted with Nevin for a bit, cheer up friend! Jiayou :)
Gladwin and Ahfan texted me :O
Thanks Song for being there for me ah! :)

Bye love :)

- You freaked me out totally. Oh well, who can I blame for that? Nobody but me myself! I can picture you texting/flirting w other people right now. But it's none of my business. I should feel happy(?) that I'm finally free(?). Friends, sometimes the reality may hurt, but learn to accept it, face it, and deal with it. As time goes by, the pain will heal. Time will heal everything. Then you'll be all set to go. As the saying goes, "The worse part about falling out of love, is wondering if you'll ever open up that far again."
Kelly Clarkson's "Because of you" absolutely describe how I feel now.
( Booz, you're not worth it. Because they said so. :> )

Over.

2010-04-13T03:14:00.000-07:00

Don't cry because it's over, smile because it happened.
Someday you'll look back at it and laugh at all the broken promises.
And think why were you so foolish and naive to actually believe there's this thing called Love.
When it's over, nothing matters.

"When you look at a person, any person, remember that everyone has a story.
Everyone has gone through something that has changed them."

Mini-toons' candies.

Still the same, ain't active in lessons.

Didn't talk much. Lunched with Joel,Andrew& Ck today.

Bye.

Plastic heart,

2010-04-12T03:10:00.000-07:00

What if he broke your heart?

What if things weren't how it used to be?
Tell me.
Tell me how pathetic a mended heart is. It's never going to be perfect, not anymore.

( Random photos ) For updates, look @my Twitter column :)

To P, I understand that you're going through some emotional turmoil currently but it's you who chose to give her all your love, now there's no point for you to turn back to me and begging on your knees cuz nothing will change and I don't care becuz I never needed you. To me it seems like a joke but you should know that I tried my best to help. So stop calling or texting me becuz I won't hear.

Self note: They say everyone has gone through something that made them change. So what exactly made me change? Sometimes I really wonder why do people change from bad to worse without realizing it and by the time
they do, it's already too late.

2010-04-08T02:23:00.001-07:00

Bitch. I mean, Fuck you bitch.

Life's great ^^
But I seem to be laughing and sleeping in class TOO MUCH.
I love to disturb TANGYANGYANG, Hanjun, Ashleyyy, and whoever I can find to play with. 8)
(Random)
I'll kill classmates with Cheongkuangyu. He's sick. ( His mind is )
Okay w/e. Thanks all for making my school life enjoyable. ^^

FUN + LOVE

2010-04-04T20:55:00.000-07:00

Currently midnight, 5th April!
Decided to come on and do a short update since today is damn fun ^^
Met Shirui, Andrew, Daryl etc @Bedok mrt.
Headed to Suntec for Easter service ^^ Was great!
After service went for dinner @JustAcia!
That's the fun part. Wahaha! Andrew keep on gay-ing with Daryl while we're eating! Gross :x
Pinched them like hell since they keep disturbing me LOL!
Rabbit says "NOW YOU GOT 8 NEW BOY-FRIENDS!"
"Oh really."
HAHA.
Basically they are friendly peeps :)
Day out with : Junkiat,Daryl,Brana,Yiqin,Yihao,Andrew,Maver,Darren,Terry,Dylan,JoelCHIA,Shirui,Terence's brother, Mandon, Alfonso, and a few I don't know the name. :}
After dinner headed to Foodcourt to find Alfonso they all.
Played cards, they did forfeits at first level of Marina Square with people watching!
Junkiat took videos LOL!! Damn funny.
First one was dance 5 circles.
Second one was to act like they are playing counterstrike!
This one there's an uncle who saw it and raised both his hands up, he thought what happened! LAUGHS >Third one, make ugly poses and walk the circles :B
Last one best, run and shout through the mall!
Had lots of fun with them :>
Goodnight! Photos next time ^^

\ Love Facts /
Let go when you're hurting too much, give up when love isn't enough, and move on when things are not like before. What's the point of holding on when things are not what it used to be? You'll only get more heartbreaks and nothing else. However, if you choose to let go and move on, you're setting the other person free, and yourself, too. Sometimes you don't want the relationship to end, in fact nobody would want their relationship to end right? Because they once felt loved when they're with this particular person. Because they once were happy together. So it's a human nature, nobody wants their happiness to end. But back to the first quote, " Let go when you're hurting too much, give up when love isn't enough, and move on when things are not like before. "
Remember, Letting go isn't giving up, it's a sign that you're strong enough to let go.

Don't say you love me, you're leaving!

2010-04-04T20:36:00.000-07:00

BBQ Chicken :> Total 32$ for 4person, cheap :)

Mirror @Fairprice with Ashley.

Getting this one ^0^

K, lazy to upload anymore!

Life's GR8 ^^

2010-03-31T07:04:00.000-07:00

1) I LOVE JOSHUA MARC LEE BECUZ HE CAME TO SCHOOL TODAY LIKE FINALLYYYY :D Waved like some idiot to him today!
2) Lunched at BBQ chicken yesterday ^^. Yummyyyy.
3) Today Yaodabian did something damn stupid and made me laugh like shit!
4) Went to boys' toilet with Kaihui, Shirui &Ck. I TOOK PEEKOS. ( IM NOT SICK OKEY! :B )
5) Nevin made me laugh ^^.
6) Andrew helped me during Physics! AHA TEACHER LOSE :x
7) I still hate J******! Stop getting on my nerves ass.
8) I hate big-moufhhs!
9) BUGIS. ATE OLD CHANG KEE'S PUFFS. BOUGHT STREET FOOD. ^^
10) BOUGHT SATAY. ATE RED RUBY WITH ASHLEY. MY TREAT. ATE A LOT OF DARK CHOCOLATEZ.

PLEEZE TELL ME THAT I'LL GET FAT IN NO TIME. H3H3.

Hold on.

2010-03-28T06:53:00.001-07:00

"终于我们找到了真爱,可是偏偏有情人却无法终成眷属. 你给过的美好,我永远都不会忘."

Sunday, 28th.
Whole week of Fast-food & Food courts! :B I can see myself fat soon!
Went to Sentosa with Ashley today. Fun ^^
Lunched with Ck & Joel, Herny & Ashley, Shirui etc. for the whole week :)
Lazy to elaborate, here's my Photo-Spam(1) :>
( Faces : Wq, Herny, DavinASS, ShiruiRABBIT, Anisah, MYRON>_<, Doris & CM. ) 25 here ^^

Ending off with a smile :>

Blogged by : Lingfang.

Mistakes.

2010-03-24T02:48:00.001-07:00

Like I said, haven't been active in class since school started.
Amaths tomorrow, die ah!
Phone was confiscated by DM cuz' I was sleeping and had my earpiece on. Lmao ><
For that, I get a big cross beside my name and that's two offences.
Wthell? Anyway I don't care much now..
I KEPT QUIET AND HE ASKED IF I'M FROM CHEENA. GOSHZXC. SUCKER -.-
Clean up canteen with Guohong. After that went to macdonaldz with Ashley.
Saw D & Qiumeng, Qunxiang, etc.
Pull my hair somemore you see what happen uh!
Went back to school fr meeting then homed.

( What happened to me? I feel the change in me. I won't say that it's a bad thing but.. Ugh. )

9.

2010-03-23T04:36:00.004-07:00

I enjoyed 21st the most!! Everything was great on that day.
But somehow, at one moment, everything changed.
We're giving in so much already, but what a joke, look what we got in the end?
There's really nothing I can do. This is my limit. I've tried.
Even if we have to leave, it's really alright.
They say letting go doesn't mean that you're weak, it means that you're strong enough to let go.
However, to hold on, you need to be strong too.. At some points in life you'll get tired of trying to fix everything.
Sometimes you question yourself, whether this person will come back to you if you set him/her free. Actually there's no answer to it.
Maybe he/she will take it as you no longer need or want them so they will just go away. And you know in your heart that this is not the ending you're expecting, right? Follow your heart.
Bye.

You deserve better.

2010-03-19T06:46:00.000-07:00

Been out everyday since the holidays started.
Didn't have time to think about anything :>

18th
Watched "Being Human" with AshleyYawLiPeng & LimShiRui .
3/5 :> Funny movie!
Took pictures. Treat him sweettalk :> Went to library. Slacked then homed.

19th
Went for Soft launch. Had lunch with Ashley, Herny& Chunkeat.
Almost everywhere was full!
Went to Crossfire, Shirui came later on. Played audition. :>
Told them to bus back to Interchange first as I thought I had somewhere to go.
Then saw Chunkeat @Inter :> So bus back together.

Bye.

14

2010-03-17T11:49:00.000-07:00

Came up to say something LAME :>
There's this guy called "EDISON ADONIS" in Facebook.
He'll add you. If you say "Thanks for adding."
He'll say "Who are you o.o" If you reply "YOU ADDED ME DUDE -.-"
He'll say " idk~ i saw many mutual friends then add one. and you appeared on suggestions."
LAME TTM. LMAO. CUZ HE SAID THE EXACT SAME THING TO DON'T KNOW HOW MANY PEOPLE.
I pity that Chanelhuang can! Have such a lame boyf :/ !
But I think he's from my school -.- Might be my senior. BUT WHO CARES :> Go eff yourself :>

Short updatez :>
Went to friend's house for the past few days :>
Today went out with Ashley ( fatefate :> )
Had dinner with Chunkeat& him. Then did some things.. Haha!
Then homed.
Ohyeah, stupid Joseph td never contact me for weekz! Screams*
Kk bye :>

I don't know what I'm doing.

2010-03-14T09:09:00.000-07:00

Just a short update here :) Might not be very short though, hehe!

14th.
Friday - Slacked the whole day with someone. Saw Joey, Daniel, Reuben ^^ Joey's hair damn cute I swear! Hotter than GAYfan's hair :D Think he said hi to me but I dao-ed :/
Saturday - Went to Don's house with Ivan. Talked to Derry most >Sunday - Went for H2H Campaign @Vivo. Event ended, went for lunch, then headed to D's house. Homed @8 or 9.
Then Martin called, went down Bedok inter to slack with them. Stupid qunxiang, tell me there only got May, Martin & him. End up got ONE MORE PERSON. Go die uh you hongster :B
Chatted with Qx alot, then they smoking & doing some things lah.. >VERY SMELLY OK. :/ Still say if no last bus, he will cycle me home! Talk cock!
On the way home got a group of guys asked for my number -.-
The funny thing is, I was shocked when he RAN up to me and BLOCKED my way! :@
Still ask me stupid questions ._.

Kbaiz. 12.20 right nao. Ashley can't audi with me :(

Do you remember?

2010-03-09T00:46:00.000-08:00

Monday - Went to Ecp with Herny :D Will upload photos soon! Oh and, Andrew saw me! He was with 9hunks. LOL! :>
Tuesday - Didn't meet derry :/ , Went to get desert with Nevin,Ck,Shirui &Ethan. Joked alot :>
Amaths re-test tomorrow so ain't free! Thursday &Friday both booked, blahhxz.

To some idiot, you got boyf already tell him earlier lah! Make my dear friend wait for nothing. You think fun uh?! Fck eu manzxc.

Time ain't enough to cure anything.

2010-03-07T05:20:00.000-08:00

Plans :
8th - Dhoby ghaut after school :>
9th - Meeting Derry :>
10th - Amath retest. If don't have, lunch with friends :>
11th - CPBS stuffs with Arif.
12th - CCA, then celebrating Xiaoric's friend's birthday :>

HI. Finally I'm sick of my life.
I haven't said that before but now I've said it and I mean it.
It's a boring cycle. So what if I have more time to relax and play?
Everything's still the same.

Fail tests.
People not having good impressions of me.
Attitude like shit.
Can't be bothered with anything.
Go with the flow.
Stabbing their hearts.

Off to get some breeze or something.
Meltdown- , written on the 7th.

Don't get it why you're so easily angered.

2010-03-05T00:55:00.000-08:00

School > Lunched with Ck @539's Mac 'cause Bedok inter's mac was full.
Went to library.
Alvin, Kenneth& Chorbeng came later on.
Joked alot, Alvin is damn funny I swear >He was shocked when I told him I know he deleted his FB! HAHA!
Showed Kenneth messages. 
Lucky Alvin remembered to return me my book! Haha!
Andand he go disturb Perry lol! Damn funny >After that they go disturb Ivan >Later on Ivan cabbed down, etc.
Then homed. Texting with Kenneth now. So moody.
Beach anyone? Give me a call 

17's

2010-03-04T19:15:00.000-08:00

BOO. Any readers out there?!

Saturday - Went to Songmaytee's / Daryl's church for love tag. Had lunch, then headed to Joel's place. Played pool with 2e4'09 :D
Sunday - Met Chunkeat, watched "Dear John"! Nice ok :D Spent a lot!
Monday - School. Stayed back cuz' failed Amath test :( Thanks herny for helping me to finish up! Sorry for leaving first :x
Tuesday - Headed home with Chunkeat :D
Wednesday - Left school @1030. :B Went home and rest.
Thursday - Left school @1330. Had a fight with some shithole. Then did test, was so furious at that time! Thanks Daniel for reprimanding him! Weee. Went to bedok stadium. Had dinner with D. @LJS.

Personal notes :
Chunkeat, I'm sad to hear that HADD** confiscated your preciouz phone D:
Shirui, movie on 0603 :D
Herny, cheer up, you can find a better one alright! :D
Daryl, thanks for making me smile :D and stop calling me a flirt ah!
P., sorry for what I've did. I hope we can still be friends.
Brandon, hope you last long with her. :)
TeeHng, try to find out what's wrong okay! If you need any help I'll be there!
Doris, same sentence, you're the best :D
Joseph, BALLZ! Jiayou :D
Nevin, 你最好了! :D
Daniel, thanks for today :D
Someone, thank you for always being there for me when I needed someone. Thanks for being my listening ear :)

That's all. Bye :D ( updated @040310 )
Sorry Joseph, couldn't meet you today. :(

ASK, IS THIS LOVE?

2010-02-26T10:24:00.000-08:00

Ohya! Today when I was with * , saw MR DANIEL NEO. LOL.
He looked at me with THAT LOOK :/
Okay just came back. Slacked with brandon. Later on brandon want to ask ryan come also.
Talked. Then he go play with ants -.-!
Called Kaiwee, sorry to disturb your sleep uh >,Then Brandon pestered SOMEONE to come down. But that SOMEONE just wants to sleep.
Then nevermind lor hor.. ^^
Then, they go bbq, I can't go :/ Too late..
K bye. Stupid day.

What have I done.

2010-02-26T03:49:00.000-08:00

Sorry I've let you down, P.

School was boring ttm.
Texted with Ivan and some people throughout.
After school met Qunxiang. Saw a lot of people I know ><"
Shawn came later on. Then talk talk talk.
Went back to school, then bused to SDC for TD course.
Reached home @7.
On the way home I think I saw Junhao ^^
Damn tired now. Bye.

- So you're saying that I'm not good. So you hate me now. I really don't find the point in continueing this.
I know there are many people out there waiting for me. But I don't know what's my next step.
I don't know how to continue this life. I don't know how to move on.

UHHHHHHH FUG YOU. IF I'M LIKE WHAT YOU SAID, I WOULD HAVE ACCEPTED YOU. BUT WHY DIDNT I? CUZ I'M NOT AND YOU SUCK. :> ( peace out )
I'm either meeting Ivan or Ck or B. or P. or nobody later. :/
Fug up.

Today's 24/02

2010-02-24T05:01:00.001-08:00

Think about it.
You're still young, you still have many choices.
Why make yourself suffer by choosing the wrong one?
To him, I'm very sorry. To you, I'm speechless.
C'mon, if you treat someone like SHIT, it's HUMAN NATURE, for that someone to treat you like nothing too.
Right.....

Read her blog. I felt so sad for her.
I wonder why did I tore her relationship apart. Even though the large part wasn't my fault.
But still, part of it is.
Sorry.

Life, 2302.

2010-02-23T00:50:00.001-08:00

Quote of MY day : Plweaassseeee lah! We can see if a person is exaggerating by the words that come out from their MOUTHS :DDD SO PLWEASE, stop acting like one gangster :DDD

To be frank, I feel like piercing my helix!
Not because it's cool or what lah. Just FEEL LIKE IT.
But it takes 2 - 8months just to HEAL. Mad or what.
Okay anywayyy, I think Joel has gone crazy.
Cuz' he's speaking RUBBISH. )(@&$(*@&)!*@(*!@
Saw Zachary, Jun Hao and friends at Bedok just now.
Amazingly Zac is still that cheeky. LOL :D
Bought Chocolate milk tea, 2.4$ for small-sized. It was nice tho^^!

I hate one-word text replies. Especially when that person text you FIRST.
I hate people who chats with you, and didn't reply 'cuz you "shoot" them. ( LOUSYYY! )
I hate salted popcorn :(

2010-02-22T07:10:00.000-08:00

Just something to share with you :>

Boy you stole my heart.

2010-02-22T00:05:00.000-08:00

HeyYyYy!
I'm in love with Justin Bieber's song :>
His songs, not him. :/

When I was 13, I had my first love.
There was nobody compared to my baby.
And nobody came between us, no one could ever come above
She had me going crazy, oh I was star-struck,
She woke me up daily, don't need no Starbucks
She made my heart pound, I skip a beat when I see her in the street
And at school on the playground but I really wanna see her on the weekend
She knows she got me dazing cuz she was so amazing
And now my heart is breaking but I just keep on saying...

Slept for four hours today :<
That's like half of what I need!!! :(
Slept during Amath test. I'm all prepared for failing it :/
K buaiiiii.
Watching "Dear John" with CK this weekend^^

It's not Me, it's You.

2010-02-21T04:55:00.000-08:00

Marcus Leong. ( I'm being random, sorry :/ )

Texting with friends now. Exercising my hands all day long ._.
Okay, A-math and E-math test tomorrow. I'm sure I'll fail A-math, even if Andrew helps me with it :<
Woah, now I realize something. Being able to wear slippers to school is nothing but luxury. HAHA!
Will be going to Song/Joel's church this Saturday for Love tag Part2 :DDD

Goodbye :)

My life wouldn't suck without you!

2010-02-20T19:39:00.000-08:00

20/2/10
HI. It's February already. Time flies :<

Watched "Hot Summer Days" !
Hot actors inside can! :))
Overall : 3/5 If you're looking for something simple and nice, this is the one ^^
Went to Ivan's house with Leonard.
Damn crowded!
New friends, Li Wei( don't know the correct spelling ), Jonathan, Jesemine, Darren, and more.
I only know they all have English names lah! x x
Was suppose to be playing pool, but someone booked it till 10PM :@
After we left, had dinner, brought it into the theater :>
Homed @ 1AM +
Can't upload photos, don't know why ==

Bye :D

My Immortal - Evanescence

2010-02-19T08:36:00.000-08:00

Happy 17th Birthday GiamYuanFan ! :)

I wanna hear NOT THE DOCTOR JOKE NO MORE. AHAHAS!

Okay so here my day goes.
18/2/10
Ugh, kind of forget what happened.
But I met Joseph @ Macdonald's. Exchanged phone w him ;)
So yeah, whatever shit you sent to me on 19/2/10 is all read and replied by him. HAHAHA :x
Ohya, went home w Chunkeat ;)

19/2/10
Geography re-test. It was nothing cuz' it was the exact same sheet. ;)
Talked to Brandon, Qx during recess time. Lame LOLS.
Bought Greentea. Went for CCA w my stupid leg :<
Tired like shit. Went to bus-stop w AshleyOng ;)
Met Joseph @ Mac, again.
Chatted a lot. He knows the REAL ME :D LOL.

Don't know if meeting Leonard, Song, or * tomorrow. :<
Goodnightz ;)

13th' sover.

2010-02-18T03:21:00.000-08:00

Fuck you.
( Off to Mac with Joseph Tudi - )
Thanks Song, again. ;)
Giamyuanfan, too..

If I had one wish, just one, it would be for things to go back to the way they used to be, back when YOU STILL LOVED ME.

I'm going to smile like nothing's wrong, Talk like everything's perfect, Act like it's just a dream, And pretend that he's not hurting me.

Maybe we're better off alone.

2010-02-17T12:54:00.000-08:00

Just a few photos to post, lazy to upload the rest.

It's crazy, right? To love someone who has hurt you.
It's crazier to think that someone who hurt you loves you.

Sorry.

2010-02-16T23:08:00.000-08:00

I'm sorry. That's all I can say

Cycled to Crossfire w Kengpeng.
Saw Alvin there! Blonde hair bodohs ;x
Okay luh my main aim for going there is to find Ahfan they all.
End up only Ahfan and Hadi saw me!
Played audition there. The others all playing dota/l4d !
Hk and perry went off first cuz they toh already! x.x
Otw home the stupid bicycle wheel clash over my toe lah!
You may be wondering how it clash but I'm not gonna say it here. Lazy!
It's super pain la! Almost fainted -.- Cabbed home, then Kengpeng had to bring my bicycle home..
Sorry and thanks!
Didn't go to Adrian's house due my leg! Anyway Hk don't want me to go also.
I learned not to post my personal stuffs on blog! YAY -.-

So sorry for ignoring your questions yesterday and keep replying "Dont know!"
Don't so petty luh haha! :)
Weeee. Not going t school tmr :/
Bye!

I miss her.

2010-02-14T18:01:00.000-08:00

Nothing to elaborate on CNY yup! Haha, it's just dinners and receiving angbaos ^^
I really hope that Uncle can get well soon. It hurts to see all the kind and nice people suffering from these illnesses.
To god I pray..

Now I miss my grandmother. She was still here celebrating new year with us. She was still smiling happily with her wrinkled face. She was asking me to be a good girl. She was having reunion dinner with me. She was wearing her new clothes.
I can feel that she's right beside me. Because she never left, she lived in my heart.
I really regretted for treating her like that in the past. But it's all too late.
If all of us get to live again, I believe we would still make the same mistake because We do not know what we have until we lost it.
Happy New Year my grandma. I hope you're fine there. Mummy missed you a lot. A lot.

Thank you Mdm Ng. For your wishes. Your sentences never fails to motivate me! :))
Going Hk's house later on. Bye!

- Updated!
Back! Tired ttm TT!
Someone keep want to sleep luh :@ ! Idiot. Hahah!
K bye lazy to elaborate^^ Met Ck @ Temple there and homed.
Came my house and chatted damn lot :)))

Our only memory.

2010-02-13T17:37:00.000-08:00

Didn't wish everyone a Happy New Year & Happy Valentine's Day yesterday's night through sms cuz , lazy!
Okay it's new year today, shan't get angry over little shitz ^^
Will be passing Shirui his birthday present later on!
Then going for visiting after guests leaves ^^
AH, Sister dyed her hair blonde-red ! I'm jealous TT.
Haha! Don't know if meeting hk later :o
Okay I shall go back to sleep now!!! Bai :)

HAAPPY.

2010-02-11T21:22:00.000-08:00

I can feel your sincerity and it's all that matters right.
Sorry but I just can't accept your gift. Hope you understand.. :)

Dang, I'm not allowed to follow Ck & Jonathan's date!
Ugh, just treat me as a guy alright! HAHAHA.
I'm damn happy today, for no reason.
But I did something real bad. -Apologizes- TT.

Cycling with Kuangyu later on. Love the feeling of cycling ;D
K bye! Have a great weekend hahaha! ;)

-Updated!
Went cycling with Kuangyu & Xianzhi Ahgong ^^!
Walao, some idiot's bike tire don't know what happened, wasted my few
hours of time!
Pay it back manzxc you dumbassss ;x
HAHA, bought drinks @ Fairprice Express ;)
Cycled to ECP, went to the skate park, saw KY's friends.
Xz and me went back first :) Saw Kenneth and his friend on the way!
He was like "Eh paikia!" to Xianzhi, then when he saw me behind he was like "O_@" LOL!
His friend damn cool ah :)
Should be going to Bugis with Eric & co. tomorrow ^^
Sorry ah ahfan! Can't go movie with hadi and you TT.

I was playing all along and now it got so wrong. - IT RHYMES <3

Buddies. Betrayal.

2010-02-11T04:31:00.000-08:00

HI.
Herny is going back to Batam tomorrow!
Next, Joshua is going back to Malaysia. Haha.
Bon Voyage to both sweeties ;)

Thanks D. for the chocolates! :))
Awesome shit. HAHA. Joking.
Just a small note to Wit, don't quit just because of a little issue. Okay? ;)
Ohya! Chewchunkeat saved my phone today LOL. It was a special moment. HAHA!
And he's the only one I trust now.

Happy advanced Valentine's Day & Happy New Year! ;D

I'm glad to have all of you by my side! 

2010-02-10T03:34:00.000-08:00

Sometimes I really feel like bashing you up.
Stop asking me to be your girlfriend.
So what if you have an attractive look? You're just a flirt to me. Bye idiot :)

10/2/2010
Went to Longjohnsilver with Dionchua, Limshirui and Weizhi.
Waited for Ashiq, Gaobing they all to finish their video-shooting :)
Saw him in school again. It's making me crazy I swear!
9/2/2010
Macdonald's with SSGXH, Carol, Duoli & Dianelim ;D
Went off after I finished eating. Feel so guilty for that :x

Just some thoughts that have been on my mind for this few days.
I think I'm not ready, not ready enough to go into a relationship.
I'm sorry if I gave all of you false hopes. I'm really sorry.
What I need now is just friends. Good friends. And my family. Which I already have.
I don't want anything else.
So stop wasting your precious time on someone who doesn't plan to go into a relationship.
The pressure you all are giving me is piling up. I can't handle it anymore.
Sometimes I just want to cry it out.

Someday we gotta say Goodbye.

2010-02-06T10:20:00.000-08:00

When I tell you I'm tired, don't ask me to go and sleep. Tell me you'll stay up and talk to me.
When I tell you I'm sad, don't ask me why. Tell me you understand.
When I say forget it, know that I just wanted to see how much you care.
When I say I love you, know that I meant it with all my heart.
When everything is over, tell yourself to smile because it happened and not cry because it ended.
Because even if it's for a day, it's already enough, to know that we once loved each other.

I have to move on :)

2010-02-05T07:44:00.001-08:00

Back from Reunion Dinner! It was awesome :)))
Love that feeling. Hahaha. Love all of you :))
Weesiang, Jeremy and Esther came!
YAY. Today Nevin they all have badminton. And I saw Shirui. LOL no link.
Absent from school today. I claimed having a headache but it was 60% an excuse. :(
And Joel, I never say you are gay ok! Don't anyhow think! :)

When our eyes met, I felt something.
When he smiled to me, my heart melted.
Nobody waits for anybody.
Life is all about letting go and moving on.
People who live in the past are just deceiving themselves.
I promise I won't do that again. Not anymore. :)))

Yet another bastard.

2010-02-04T03:44:00.000-08:00

I swear I'm gonna be heartless this time round.
You don't deserve anything from me.
I can tell you frankly now, your attitude won't get you far.
Bloody hell.
You're dead man. You're really DEAD.

I lost. I lost the game.

2010-02-02T23:13:00.001-08:00

我真的累了.
Homed with Nevin. :)))
Flunked test.
How can I possibly fall into a trap that was meant for you?! Ain't it sad...
Kbye.

I know I will regret if I let him pass me by this time. But I'm gonna do it anyway,

2010-01-31T02:22:00.000-08:00

I want your love and all your lover's revenge.

Yesterday's night was fun ttm!
Luv the feeling @Henderson Waves. I wish I could ton there.
They should have bought more beer luh :@
I wanna go there again! ^^v .
I luv Marc. Teehee.
Had LongJohnSilver for dinner. Kfc for lunch.
- Someone said I'm turning him on yesterday and I didn't know the meaning of it till today. FML.
Cheongkuangyu is fugkin' scary yesterday la!
Do it one more time and see what you get from me alrghtz ^^.
One bad thing. When I was sitting down at the grass patch area, the water sprayer beside me was suddenly on.
I was wet and wearing white. Haiz.

Kbai. Luv A'SC :))))

I haven't let go of you, and I won't.

2010-01-30T01:12:00.000-08:00

It's a wonderful crazy.
It's a beautiful out of control.
( See, I'm with girls. Shut up O-RUI-DEY. :} )

Supposed to meet Qunxiang in the morning but I live near Bedok Reservoir so never.
Mass run was okay okay only. Boring.
Going to Vivo to find * now. Bye ;DDD

I realize you hadn't left.

2010-01-28T22:58:00.000-08:00

Happy Birthday to Joshua Lau Jian Wei & Zach Khoo ! :DDD
& Sorry to GY and Andrew for being so mean and fierce. Very sorry becuz I was in a bad mood! ):

I'm here because I'm angry.
I'm angry because of myself.
Like who can make you angry if you make it a point to not get agitated?!
Sigh. Why do all these people exist and tries to stand in your way.
Sometimes I really can't stand it. Irritating bunch.
Don't act like some deaf, when I repeated myself for like 100 and 1 times.
My point is, this world is selfish.
Who would put others before themselves. Right?

I feel like some idiot now.
Why did I go home. Because someone provoked me. It's stupid.
I'm stupid.
I know why A. chose not to attend school today. I know.

Met Joseph @ night, Mac, yesterday.
Studied a few pages in total only T.T
Was playing and chatting all the way ~
"Haiz." Saw all his photos and he saw all mine. :@

Going to Dhoby Ghaut now. Bai. Cycling with KY is cancelled :(
- Brandon cheer up luh. Even though I don't know what happened.

I don't wish to be the one breaking you.

2010-01-26T02:30:00.000-08:00

HAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHA. I LOVE IT WHEN MY FRIEND HAS IPHONE ALSO.

CPS20 during Geog :)

Show case of CKY's handwriting. It sucks!!!

KKK IGNORE MY FACE.

Short post :)
Yesterday damn funny!
Was talking with my FAKE "China accent" then Jason walked by.
I told CM, Herny & D. that I'm Asian.
Then Jason say, CHINA IS ASIAN WHAT. LOLOL.
It was funny when it happened okay! ^-^

Went to Long John Silver with Shirui.
Walked Ronvin home, so nice of us right! :)))
AND I STILL REMEMBER KAIHUI'S FACE TURNED TOTALLY RED WHEN HE LAUGHS A LOT. HEHE. ( I'm a little like Joel here! )
Stayed till around 6+ and homed. Saw Juntian, took the same bus as him. Chatted awhile.
I got crap for E-math test. Laugh at me ): !
Oh and I saw a sec2 girl wearing mascara. And I said "Whoo" when I walked pass her O.O
LOL.

K bye!

2201. The start of my new journey.

2010-01-25T00:07:00.000-08:00

Lots of things happened this few days!
Will post on today first cuz' I still remember what
Went to school with Shirui today ( ugly pork! Inside joke. LOLOL! )
Saw Dion talking to Mr Chew. Joined in HAHA.
Idiot Qunxiang was there too :@!
Stupid la, he anyhow go tell mr chew I like * -.-
Mr Chew: " How come you got mix with them one?! "
Me: " HUH. I where got mix with this kind of 'low-class' people de?! "
QX: " Ya right. Say me low-class.! "
And the conversation continues... Haha, was quite funny uh.
But sigh, they keep saying me and * luh. ZZZ.

Kbye :) - CHUNKEAT GET WELL SOON HOR. See you later ^_^

You can break me, no.

2010-01-23T01:51:00.000-08:00

Went to Peicai Sec just now. @Serangoon, damn far lah!
Saw Zihui & Haoran againz! Ohya saw Kaijie too.. But they don't recognize me :@
Few months never meet only then don't know me already! Grrr!
Hahas anyway I'm shocked that Haoran passed.. xP
After that lunched with Matthias and co. @ CC's Coffeeshop, I think it's 29 or something.
The western food super nice! But I never eat the salad.. Hahas.
And the guy selling the western food ask me a lot of questions.. Like trying to start a chat with me like that.. ><
He gave me a lot of fries also.. Can't finish ~_~
Went back to school for training then homed.

Yesterday went to Temasek Polytechnic with D.
Felt damn retarded! Becuz' most of them were from TP.
BUT, I think all of them are "forced" to come because they were either texting or sleeping. LOL!
And it wasn't THAT interesting. More like two hours of physics lesson!
Anyway it's already very nice of Dr Allan Lee to come and give the talk! :))))

I know clearly that I'm not qualified to be inside.
I'm a replacement but that also means that I don't get this chance often.
Now the opportunity is right in front of me.
Should I grab it or leave it there?

Thanks.

2010-01-21T00:01:00.001-08:00

Hello! @ IT Lab currently!
Boring lesson :(
Smsing w friends now. Haha.
K byez.

- Feeling damn shag now.
Thanks to someone. Fuck.

Ignore that one above alrightz!
Guys are big jerks. But at least I know that I have great male friends!
Thanks Kuangyu. I didn't realize how you'd always be there for me when I'm down.
And your every sentence really keeps me going.
Though we're not very close, but still, Thanks!

Thanks Shirui. Even though we quarrelled for days for twice, you're still very great okay!
I can talk to you about almost everything! :)))

Thanks Chunkeat. There's something I noticed about you, that is, you seldom start talking! BUTBUT, I love it how you always know how to answer me on relationships issues! Haha. And of course the funny shits we've been through! It keeps me going :))))
Thanks Dion, Joel, Johnson and all of you ( you know who I'm talking about!!! ) for the jokes and all :))))
Luv. Not forgetting Diane, Doris & Anisah :)

I know that I can live without you.

2010-01-20T03:18:00.000-08:00

There's so much I want to say, but I can't seem to face you anymore.
It hurts.
Love hurts.
And I'm afraid it would turn into a revenge. I don't know.

I saw Feihuang's nugget drop on the floor yesterday!!! I CAN'T HELP BUT TO LAUGH. ><"
Today's recess all long queues so ate bread with Ck.
Niceee xP.
Ohya, today the beatboxing was damn cool la! :) -thumbs up!
Saw Hadi too!
K bye. ( I'm too hardworking to be doing my homework! TT )

Stupid Daryl, Stupid Daryl!

2010-01-18T23:40:00.000-08:00

Wahx todae qot some0ne push me lehx.
Whyx you cann0rt do it in front of me lehx?
Hahax so farnie l0rx!
Aniways i kn0e that pers0n didn't d0 it on purpose.
By basic courtesy, when you push someone, you should apologise. That's what parents will teach us! Hais I wonder what her parents taught her. If I am her parent, I will be so disappointed. But then again, I can't blame anybody for their ill manners. It's just them.
( Wellx l00k, ie just wanted tuu irritate ue-kn0e-hu! =) )

Back to my standard language now :)
Recess was fun, sorry for the mess I've made. HAHA!
Yes Andrew MAH, I'm Joel CHIA's good friend. LOL.
Hahaha. Finished my lemon tea in one sip cuz' no time :(
Shan't elaborate further. HAHAX.
Bye!

Ihateyounhk.

2010-01-18T04:40:00.000-08:00

'Seize the day.
- Time is limited, so we better wake up every morning fresh and know that we have just one chance to live this particular day right, and to string our days together into a life of action, and purpose.
Got that from Javin's profile.

( I hate it how the new principal sets the rule to start lessons @ 8AM and still release us @ 2.30PM.
I hate it when I've given so much when they needed me and got nothing in return.
I hate it when they say "I love you" umpteen times and mean nothing.
I hate it when you did that to me.
I hate it when your attitude changes.
I hate it when you take me like nothing.
I hate it when you're suppose to be the one pleasing me and you're not.
I hate it when you tell me you tried to change but still didn't managed to.
I hate it when you feel okay without me.
I hate you! )

Zxzx

2010-01-17T23:34:00.000-08:00

Shitty day!
Damn moody after my thirty minutes was wasted!!!
Actually that's not the only reason why I was moody.
Sigh.

If you're true to me, show me.

He's one big sucker. AHAHA.

2010-01-16T19:07:00.000-08:00

Wait ah, I want to say something first.
*Ahem ahem*
I realize my luck changed! To the better! HAHAHA!
Now everyone treat me so good, I thought I'm dreaming x.x
Anyway tomorrow is a Monday. And we're all sad. :(((((

Oh godx , I'm giggling in front of my phone the moment I woke up!
Thanks to Ahfandeeeeee xP! Vacuum cleaner uh. *winks*
WELL WELL, since G-gla-glad-d-w-wi-nn says my blog only has ONE INTERESTING THING,
I'ma make another one. LOL.
But blame him for being a bastard during our primary school days.
Am I making sense? No? O_O
Gladwin sucks, Gladwin sucks, Gladwin sucks, Gladwin sucks, Gladwin sucks, Gladwin sucks, Gladwin sucks, Gladwin sucks, Gladwin sucks, Gladwin sucks, Gladwin sucks, Gladwin sucks, Gladwin sucks, Gladwin sucks, Gladwin sucks, Gladwin sucks, Gladwin sucks, Gladwin sucks, Gladwin sucks, Gladwin sucks, Gladwin sucks, Gladwin sucks, Gladwin sucks, Gladwin sucks, Gladwin sucks, Gladwin sucks, Gladwin sucks, Gladwin sucks, Gladwin sucks, Gladwin sucks!
And he sucks :)
Bye sucker. :)))))

( I'm here to add in something,! )
- LeonardT don't tire yourself out please. Sleep early for gods' sake!

My apologies.

2010-01-16T09:09:00.000-08:00

I did that bad thing to him and now he says he likes me.
I don't know if the truth should be told. Sometimes a white lie might work better.

Reminisce.

2010-01-16T05:17:00.000-08:00

THIS POST IS GONNA BE INTERESTING I SWEAR!!! :)))))))

DO & ME again :))))

IT lesson project. Nice? Haha!

School's keyboard. Style right. But I'm not the one who made it!

Flat fork!

I sang Jay Chou's "Jian Dan Ai" to Markus last time! Lol!
But he thought it was **** who sang it. Haha.

I shouldn't have quarrelled with Shuchun,Weixin,Kaixiang,Jordan,Gladwin,Qizheng,Hanpeng,Haziq,Aaron,Kengpum,Gladwin,Darren, Okay this is a long list, I'm not going to type all of their names out.
All these years I've lost quite a number of friends.
Well I really didn't want that to happen. But it's out of my control.

HAHAHA, Don't ask me why I didn't attend the camp okay!
Like I said before, don't expect to see me there :x
Sorry Paul. :x

Life's complicated.

2010-01-15T04:31:00.000-08:00

Eating Raffaello ( Germany's Ferrero Rocher ) !
White chocolate is damn nice :)
That's the way to enjoy life, right?

- FA and FD MOI today.
- Was absent from school. Didn't go for Sec3 Camp.
- Saw Jeremy & Sun Jian :) .
- Bought ice peach tea!

Life's really complicated when you grow up.
And I regretted not cherishing the good old times I used to have when I was young. ( Even tho I'm only 15 )
Things wouldn't be that smooth anymore.
No one will take pity on you.
Excuses wouldn't work.
Sorry has no cure.
Everything's out of control.
They are no longer naive and innocent.

( Chris Daughtry's song always managed to describe my feelings. )

I'm not falling this time.

2010-01-14T02:26:00.000-08:00

Went to school with Chunkeat :)
Recess with Jasmine, Sandra, WQ, Herny & CM.
Didn't got time to finish my food. What sia!
After school went to library with D, Herny & WQ, then Chunkeat came to find me for awhile.
IT lesson was still ok.
Phy test tomorrow. Die.
Anywayz don't expect to see me @ Bonding Camp. Heh.
K byeeee.

To some people, If you continue to make that much noise and irritate me, you're really gonna get it from me. Immature.
& Sorry, you're not the one for me.

All your love is revenge.

2010-01-12T05:19:00.000-08:00

Yesterday
1) This VERY NICE GUY called ALVIN took my seat and used the table for sleeping. What a VERY NICE guy.
2) Watched Avatar again. This time I love the movie even more! ^^ Bought LongJohnSilver inside the theatre! Was 30mins late for the show.
3) Almost late for school. Sucker.
I can't recall anything anymore right now. I only remembered I came home late this few days. :o
Today
Recess with Shirui, Xianzhi & Leonard.
After school with Ck&Sr, Library > Lunch > Pasarmalam > Sheng Shiong > Home.

This two years in school is gonna be real bad. Yes I know that very well myself.
The school feels like a stranger without Mr Neo. It's not something we used to have anymore.
Whatever it is, I still have to go through this, Right?

We'll see each other again!

2010-01-10T03:40:00.000-08:00

So much effort. Yet they only see the results.

Luhan, Adrian, KaiHui & Leonard! ♥ ♥ ♥
Shan't elaborate much on today alright!
Ehub > Superdog > Bugis > Neoprints > Kfc > Emotional > Homed.
I really can't bear to see him go la! He made an impact on my life know!
Sad la. Remember your promise to visit us once every yearrr :)
Meeting him tomorrow to pass him Yearbook2009!
Chunkeat please stop ******* him. I'm sure you can take jokes. We're all mature kids, no bearing of grudges okay..

Bye, my LURVELYYY homework is staring at me NOWWW!
My current wish is to get out of this school asap!!! This two years shall pass very fast right!!!

This is Life. The Reality.

2010-01-08T04:24:00.000-08:00

Timetable changed. Just realized that e3,e4 & e5 are having Mathematics everyday.
What rubbish.
3days same recess as Shirui. Thursday same as Chunkeat. :)
Was late yesterday but wasn't booked.

IF ONLY I GET FIVE MORE MARKS FOR MY SCIENCE, I CAN LEAVE THIS CLASS.
I CAN LEAVE ALL THE NONSENSE AND ALL THE CRAP.
BUT NO. THIS IS THE FUCKING REALITY I HAVE TO FACE.
I'm really tired. And sick of everything. Especially school life.
And one thing, I clearly know that I don't deserve this shit.
It's like you studied in a University and someone from a Polytechnic says you're S T U P I D.

Wouldn't elaborate any further on CCA Display.
Quite a number of people joined.
Thomas snatched my sec ones!!! And he cut my queue today la!!!
I'm moody. I still have lots of things to do.
God, please. I beg.

I miss the voice that used to be my comfort.

2010-01-07T04:35:00.000-08:00

You're still on my mind despite me having such a hectic week.
There's something which I didn't realized until now.
I realized why you didn't wanted to face the fact that I don't like you.
Because the reality is cruel. It hurts.
And I'm very very sorry about that. I won't beg for your forgiveness and I don't deserve it.
I'm just sorry.
If only I could turn back time. Right?...
I miss you.

I saw 'Korkor' @ Mac. Ice-cream ^^
My bottle "BURPED" with Pepsi inside. AHAHA.
Damn weird, does Shirui attracts boys? LOL.
First Time: Few days ago I went to the library with him and there was two guys who approached us!
They said Hi and asked what school we're from. And said "Anything call us ah."
Which is like L.O.L !
Second Time: Went to Mac with him and there's this guy looking at us. So I looked at him also, and he smiled. ( WHAT?! ) Then he asked me whether he got smile to me not. Crazy or what ><
Third Time: Today. At the library there was a group of people! Suddenly one of them go sit at the coloured bench there and stare at us. Then we left -.- So childish.

Saw Sinnee at Mac today :) And classmates.
Physics teacher is good! But the class have like sixty students leh. How to teach!
Same Physics class as Dion, WZ, Ronvin, Sean, Shaikh, Kai Hui, Natasha, Megan, Etc.
So many friends inside LOL. Think it will be fun ^^
Engineering sound so cool!

K bye. I'll post photos up during weekends.
Haven't got time to catch hptx10 :(

I don't want that Responsibility.

2010-01-06T04:41:00.000-08:00

You stupid teacher. I'm not gonna waste my time and energy blogging about a gay alright!!!

Reached home @ 7 today.
I don't want that responsibility to me imposed on me, really.
My intention is clear, it is to help and learn. Not to enter the ***********.
Now you put me inside so I have the responsibility to attend all sessions. Which is not what I planned from the start.

You obviously saw me didn't you? Why are you denying it, I really don't understand.
Why is it that we can't be like the others? At least we're still friends, not enemies.
Yeah I'm a fool. So what. You're cruel.

Thanks Brandon for that "datteba-dattebayoo". I did laugh. :)

我很好，那么你呢？
想起的我是怎样的,
当初哭着分不开,现在都能用微笑释怀.
离开我, 要比从前快乐.
眼泪是记得,而不哭了是懂得.
我们都会幸福的.
天空已经放晴几遍,
我才渐渐明白,
让自己了解了,你停止的是爱.
海风吹过你的身边, 变成一种想念, 在我的世界盘旋.

LINGFANG IS HAPPY!

2010-01-05T03:30:00.000-08:00

BASICALLY CLASS SUCKS.
WENT TO RECESS WITH S,N,D,SMM,CK,SR & ZAH.
THEIR JOKES ARE STILL THAT FUNNY!
LESSONS WERE BORING 'CUZ I'M NOT IN THE SAME CLASS AS SR,CK THEY ALL!
WENT TO MAC FOR LUNCH YTD, LAUGHED LIKE SHIT. THEN OFF TO LIB.
TODAY WENT MAC FOR LUNCH ALSO. STAYED BACK TO DO PUBLICITY STUFFS.
WENT HOME @ 7. SR & ME SAW CK'S MUM ^^
I'M SO HAPPY. HAHAHA.

BAD THING. 2HOURS OF A-MATH FOR ME TMR. 2HOURS OF ART FOR CK.
SADLY :(
SO SHOCKED WHEN BENSON ASK ME HOW I KNOW HIS BROTHER. WHEN HE SAID HIS BROTHER'S NAME IS DICKSON I WAS LIKE OMG. IN THE END IT'S ANOTHER DICKSON LOL!

K BYEEEEEE.

Love is over.

2010-01-03T04:45:00.000-08:00

I know I'm typing like, two posts a day.
Who cares!

I'm not a stalker, but his car is just so-damn-pretty! [ Ugh! xP ]
Szeto is enjoying his life in Sydney. And I'm jealous! Time flies, a year without him already. Hahaha.
Find him @ Szeto28 alright <:

It's all a memory.
And it's of no point telling me you missed it. Because I do, too.
That friendship ~~Love~~ is over.
We were once happy together. And it's all that matters.
You made me realize a lot of things. Thanks for everything.
Heartaches will heal. Memories will stay.

I will really miss this.

2010-01-02T22:38:00.000-08:00

Today's the last day I get to enjoy. I'm going to spend it eating and watching my dramas. It's cool enough for me already :)
School is starting tomorrow. I'm so looking forward to it!!! ( LIKE REAL )
At least for the first day, because there would be no lessons whatsoever.
And I have to accept the fact I dread most; Yes, 2009 is over and I'm in 2010 now.
It's just W.O.W
How would my life change if I were to be placed in 3E3 where all my love are.
2009 isn't a good year for me because a lot of things changed and stuffs.
But still, I have enjoyed the year with you crazy people.
Thanks, if not for you all I think I'll hang it up already.

Classmates: Shi Rui, Sonali, Chun Keat, Nicole, Dion, Zahfirah, Joel, Azira, Johnson, Sean, Ronvin, Leonard, Daniel, Kai Hui, Ethan, Jaslin, Yi Xian, Syamimi, Xian Zhi, Rasyid, Shaikh, Dickson, Lu Han & not forgetting, Nevin :)
Thanks for letting me copy your homework xP, thanks for the listening ear, thanks for everything!

Teachers:
Miss Shanthi, Mdm Su, Miss Laziroo, Mdm Warda, Mdm Lim Chu Toh, Mdm Lim Hwee Bin, The two wonderful geography teachers, Mdm Chan and Miss Lim!

Family:
Dad & Mum, Brother & Sister :)
Thanks for the advices you all gave me. Thanks for tolerating my nonsense. Thanks for all. I really can't be anymore grateful!! You guys are great! :)
Because I can't find a better word to express this. So THANKS!

Mates: Doris, Aaron, Diane, Ashley, Anisa, Zi Qing, Caroline, Lin Lin, Ammarah!
Friends: Brandon, Brian, Christina, Derrick, Han Chong, Hao Kuang, Shi Hao, Ivan, Jason, Jie Wei, Jonas, Jonathan, Joseph, Tee Hng, Winston, Xavier, Yuan Fan, Zhi Wei and NZW!

I need that something that's missing.

2010-01-02T18:44:00.000-08:00

Chatted with Daniel for a bit. Congrats on getting into E2 friend :)
See you in 2days' time!
& Happy Birthday to Sean Tan^^. So fast 15 already!
Early Happy Birthday to Tan Jie Wei that attitude boy. Wahaha.
So happy that Xavier and Cheryl made up! Cool :)

Please tell me that everything will be alright. Because I'll believe it and think that it's gonna be fine. And in that way, you'd do me a great help. Like I said, I'm not facing any sort of problems right now but I'm just a little messed up. A little messed up. Send me postcards okay. I need them. I really do.

You know I don't wanna be like this..
Everything is out of place. I mean my personal life. Not because of family, friends or relationships.
Everything about me is out of place.
I'm just happy to have things that I wanna achieve for the year 2010.
If not it'll be a wasted year, like 2009. And I don't want that to happen.
I don't want to live for the sake of living.
Looking back, everything is different. Everything changed.
The girl who were always so friendly, so naive. Innocence.
I need to find the something that is missing from my life.

"Cause nothing feels like home, you're a thousand miles away.

And the hardest part of living is just taking breaths to stay.
Because I know I'm good for something.
I just haven't found it yet."
But I need it. " - Miserable At Best by Mayday Parade.

Guys.

2010-01-02T17:41:00.000-08:00

How about saying I'm just f***ed up, ATM.

A day before, he says that, He's really lost without her and it's like he has nothing left.
The next day, he says "Happy New Year!" because it's a new year, and he's back to his normal state. He starts to flirt. He's not sad nor devastated anymore.

No, don't say you want her back. Don't say you need her. Because we all know that it's not true.

And that's it. That's the point about guys. Trust me they'll do this to you.

The power of Perseverance.

2010-01-01T04:02:00.000-08:00

I highly recommend this. 2000's movie. Men Of Honor.

Jo: Why do you want this so badly?
Carl Brashear: Because they said I couldn't have it.

Jo: The things I want...
Jo: The things I want are smaller.
Jo: If I just work hard and keep my head down...
Carl Brashear: Your whole life will pass you by.

Master Chief Sunday: What did he say to make you try so hard?
Carl Brashear: "Be the best."

Carl Brashear: However, I wouldn't be here today if not for our greatest tradition.
Captain Hanks: And which one is that?
Carl Brashear: Honor, sir.

I may not be the best, but I'll never quit.
It's never easy. But it's worth it.
Through my fourteen years in life, I have seen many people who quit when they think it's too tough, when they don't find a reason to move on.
I hope I wouldn't become one of them.
I hope I can fully comprehend the definition of, "Perseverance".

"I'll make sure they remember my name.
A hundred years from now" - Win, by Brian McKnight.

2009-12-30T19:34:00.000-08:00

Going to Tampines to buy school stuffs & printer ink, etc etc :)
I think I'll be visiting the Doc. later on too.

To Haokuang, you confirm can make it to the ITE de la! Don't sound so lost :S And must visit us next year ah!! ^^
He's a good friend :) HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAH.
Suppose to go for workout with Shirui but rained -.-
Bye to Rollerblading session also T_T
Update when I'm back =D

I remembered every little part that we shared.

2009-12-30T06:59:00.001-08:00

Buddies, GG for us already x.x
Mdm Su is taking 3T1 for MT next year. How can?!
I'm just lucky enough to have Miss Shen for EL and Miss Low/Lim Hwee Bin for Chem..
I want my e4's teachers back!!! This just sucks :(
Let's meet for recess on this coming Monday. Wahaha!
Bought 4pair of shoes @ Bata just now. Ate fries :)
Watched My Sister's Keeper. Sad show but I didn't cry. And I don't get it why they cry. LOL.
K bye :)

Don't you dare quit, take another step.

2009-12-29T06:52:00.000-08:00

If you're willing to spend just 2 minutes of your life to watch this video, it might turn your life around. You'll never know what's ahead, and how near your goal is to you, even if it seems so far away!
Look, I'm not doing any advertisement here alright! Good things are meant to be shared, so watch it :)

Going for Lasik when I'm 21! :)

2009-12-28T22:52:00.000-08:00

NO YOU'RE NOT GONNA KILL ME FOR THIS RIGHT! I uploaded the NICE ones babe. LOLA^^ Click to enlarge!

YEAH I'M BORED. WHAT CAN YOU DO?! Opps~ Just wanna be ... for a second! xP

SOL.

Germany's a CHOCOLATE HEAVEN! Thanks Uncle :)

Fried rice^^ Doesn't look VERY NICE, but tastes VERY NICE! ^^

COOL. Can you beat that!

New pencil case :) 2 views!

Updated*
Uncle and relatives came! Maggie rebonded her hair :)
Any suggestions on what backpack should I get? Tell me tell me. I don't know which to get!

NOTICE : Lu Han is not coming back to Singapore anymore! Helping him to spread around because he can't contact anyone as he's at Taiwan currently. Do get his MSN from me if you want :)
Skip the part below, it's my own stuff :)
Going to do a Movie Marathon!
Will watch :
~~New Moon~~ ( Didn't watch this, uninteresting starting!! )
Chaw
~~Planet 51~~ ( A must watch^^ 5/5*! )
~~The Princess and The Frog~~ ( Shut me off after 30mins! 2/5* )
Old dogs
Invictus
My Sister's Keeper
Marley & Me
Sherlock Holmes
Bodyguards & Assassins ( Who wanna watch this please tell me ^^ )
I think "3 Idiots" is boring 'cuz it's in bloody Hindi!! And Shirui stop wanting to watch it please!

Must watch(s) !
- Hear me ( 7Jan )
- It's Complicated ( 14Jan )
- New York I love you ( 14Jan )
- Hachiko; A dog's story ( 21Jan )
- Bright Star ( 4Feb )
- Valentine's Day ( 11Feb )

Mee Goreng pl0x.

2009-12-28T02:19:00.000-08:00

Watched Alvin & The Chipmunks 2 :) Rating : 2/5 . Storyline is bad!

Apologies
Eugene, I'm sorry for asking you to throw away that ring. So very sorry ><"

Random
I'm looking for black & pink NF shorts. I need like 7.
SMS/CALL me if you have any for sale :) By 31/12, thanks.
Watching Koizora now, finished Hi My Sweetheart 9!

Life
Blah. You're never gonna change. So stop wasting my efforts and time.
It's ALL ABOUT YOURSELF.
Whether you want to make the change. Whether you have the determination to.

A Little Too Late.

2009-12-27T03:35:00.000-08:00

Now that I start to love SJ.
Isn't it Two Years late?
What the fuck have I been doing for the past years.
I've lost the chance now it's not coming back anymore.
Shucks..
I hope. 2010 won't be another wasted year.

Live a life for yourself.

2009-12-26T22:44:00.000-08:00

BAKERZIN'S MACARONS :)

Oh ya, haven't got time to blog about JNCO!!
All pictures are uploaded on Facebook, weeheee.
It wasn't that tough after all.
Just a 14km route march from Bedok to Pasir Ris and Bukit Timah Nature Reserve hiking!
Quite disappointed in some things though. Won't write them out here.
Last day of camp, whole body numbed. Same to ZQ :(
I got the satisfactory feeling. That's something you can't get elsewhere :)

Kengpeng came to return bike. At first I thought was some pervert, LMAO.
Better get the lock back uh..
Saw Jo & Guo Xiang :)
Will upload more pictures when I'm back.
Going to catch Sherlock Holmes with Ahfan, Hadi & Leonard.
I wanna watch B&A but Ahfan watched it already. G_G
Bye!

Laugh at all the things that had happened.

2009-12-26T04:56:00.000-08:00

Like when you said you love me, you showed that it's a lie.
Like when you called me up just to find a substitute.
Like when you are fine without me.
Like when your feelings come and go.
Like when you know I'll always be there.

Have yourself a merry little Christmas :)

2009-12-25T23:02:00.000-08:00

Watched "Avatar" with Sister, her bf, his mum and his brother :)
Quite nice leh. Who haven't catch it, do so now. Haha.
Chopped hair @ Snip Avenue. Damn ==
Now the only way to 'save' my fringe is to clip it up till it grows. MEH.
Anyone has a good way to fix it can tell me too. TIA :)

Off to watch Theuglytruth! Byeeeee.

Christmas Eve !

2009-12-24T06:33:00.000-08:00

Lost @ Capitol Bldg -.- Thanks to Joshua & Hanpeng they all luh. Play play play :@
Went to Raffles City , lunched at Mac.
Then went to Orchard to find Sister & her bf ~
His mum was there too :)
Orchard is damn pretty la!
But movie seatings all filled :/
Cabbed home, I alight first :)

Gonna sleep now! Tired.

It seems like yesterday. You were still here.

2009-12-19T04:33:00.001-08:00

I don't regret falling for my best friend. I regret holding back on the things I wish I said.

Just went to Zhijie's blog! He's having some kind of "Doraemon Obsession Disorder" HAHA.
Anyway I almost mistaken him as Joshua!! Ridiculous ><
Pre-camp today. To me it's exhausting la. Like that how to survive in Jnco. SH*T !!
Going to call Ammarah now to remind her SOMETHING. :)
Will be off to camp from 20th - 23rd .
You still can contact me though but I'll get back to you only on Wednesday because I won't be bringing my phone there :P
Funny, I can't believe Aaron's polishing his boots right now. Lmao!
Gotta memorize the PRECIOUS PLEDGE now. Hehe.

Christmas is coming! But I've no plans currently.
Welllllllll, whatever!

Realization. Learning.

2009-12-18T04:43:00.000-08:00

GOOD NEWS FOR ME. THAT !)#*!($& IS NOT COMING BACK. DIANE YOU'RE SAFE. YOOHOO.

AHHHHHHH. JOEL IS NOT A CHANGED MAN. HE'S STILL AT HIS OLD PATTERN. ARGH!
We'll make a big business out of his number okay. LOL!
Anyway I won't be interested in M. la ><
Your S***** can have it! :)

Met STD @ Tampines Mall today. Reached one hour late because I need my sleep!
Nicholas came to find us not long after :)
Lunched at Food Junction. Headed to White Sands.
Saw Rachelle at MRT, then saw SMM, YJ and Natasha at different places :)
Went to school, saw Miss Shanthi :)

Congratulations to DerrickHIU for getting 15points. Roar!
And Joseph don't be too upset.. MUST MUST study hard next year!!!!!!!!!!!!
If not you die ah. :)

FUCKED UP FOR THE DAY. THANKS -'-

2009-12-17T15:12:00.000-08:00

IF YOU ARE NOT DOING IMPORTANT STUFFS PLEASE DON'T CALL ME DOWN FOR YOUR GOD DAMN MOTHER'S SAKE. I'M NOT AS FREE AS ALL OF YOU ARE. I HAVE GOT BETTER THINGS TO DO. WHAT'S THE USE OF A SHINY BOOTS IF YOU DON'T HAVE ANY KNOWLEDGE? BRAINS ARE MEANT TO BE USED RIGHT. DUPE HEAD.

- Fuck. And sorry to HC Sir.
I really feel like punching. I might do it someday. That would be the day when I go totally M.A.D

I know what I want in Life. :)

2009-12-17T07:24:00.001-08:00

Love isn't lost. It's just buried deep down inside your heart. In a place that no one knows.

I didn't know the feeling of helping someone could feel so great.
Just a simple move can make someone smile. How I wish everybody could do the same thing :)
"When you're angry, don't speak." <-- That's what I learned today.
Good luck to all the N-level students for tomorrow!

Meeting STD @ Tampines Mall tomorrow. Have to wake up early, -screams- !
And S-Rabbit, I'll remember your birthday present okay. You can tell me what you want too ^^.
China milk tea tastes so heavenly, with the nata-de-coco jelly. SHIOK :)
School's starting soon enough! I think D. will definitely get the first position in my class. ( NOT FAIR! )
Like everyone said, NOTHING IS FAIR. Aha.
Finishing HTQXZ already, that would be my last show for the hols :)
Goodnight.

I can live without you but, without you I'll be miserable at best.

2009-12-15T04:15:00.005-08:00

I'M HERE TO ADD SOMETHING "NICE" ^^
JOSEPH IS AN ASS. I'M HIS BOSS. HEEHEEEEE.

PD was quite fun today :)
'Cause got three "nice" cadets "entertain" us. HAHAHA.
And sorry to the guy for pinching you, who ask you say me! Hehe.
This is my first time meeting such a crazy guy.
Imagine you just knew this person for a few minutes and he asks :
" You got stead ah? " " You hong boys ah? " Etc.
That's just mad right ><
If he is my cadet I'll pump him down like crazy ^^
But for now, I can let Chris do the job! Muahahaha.
Anyway the two guys look so alike. Can't recognize which one is which!

Half post gone again. What man.. I'll just type what I remember :)
After PD, every single one of us went to the temple for lunch!
Didn't know temple have air-con :)
N95 mask SUCKS BIG TIME!
K bye. The legend of brown sugar, here I come :)

Nothing's ever gonna change until you're here.

2009-12-14T01:29:00.000-08:00

I may regret the way we ended, but I will never regret what we had.

When I'm thirsty I drink chocolate milk. When I'm hungry I eat chocolates. :)

Met them at KFC, headed to SOMEONE's house! ( Crazy! )
Played the piano, though I didn't know how to >< style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">

I can see that SJ is very important to you.. All your posts has SJ.
Don't give up okay. We all do care :)
It's just that sometimes we don't show it you know..
Use your heart to feel for it! Don't worry too much alright.

Don't cry because it's over, smile because it happened.

2009-12-13T08:36:00.000-08:00

I had overlooked many things. I never thought of your feelings. I was selfish.
And I never knew it would turn out like this.
I really hope that there would be one day when you read this.
And know that I didn't want that ending.
Love is simple. Love is giving. Love is being truthful. Love is forgiving.
That's what you showed me.

There are so much more wonderful things in the world.

2009-12-12T05:53:00.000-08:00

CLICK TO ENLARGE

Met Chunkeat at the bus stop under my block.
Like Joel said , AS USUAL, LATE.
Luckily we aren't late for their service. :)
I can see that all of them are rather devoted to God!
Back to topic, today I went with the girls.
Separated from Joel and Chunkeat. AH...

Didn't know Li Xuan is Ng Yi Hao's sister! Cool :)
Seems like Chunkeat had fun today, and the fact that he stayed after Joel left!
I think Charmaine, Jasmine, Cher & Li Xuan are quite nice ^^
Had lunched @ Long John Silver. Dinner @ Le Meridian.
Chunkeat told me Songmaytee was angry 'cause they played Dota and he lost! Funny!
He made new friends like Mandon, Alfonso, Winstar, Marcus, Yi Hao, Andrew, Etc.
Andrew looked at me for 5seconds and say 'HAVE I SEEN YOU BEFORE?'
HE IS SUCH A *SLOW* PERSON. AHA.

Legs are dying, shopped at Orchard area for around seven hours in total.
WHO wouldn't be tired?!
Lazy to elaborate. Going to watch Brown Sugar Macchiato :)

You're just one sucker, no different from others.

My biggest mistake in life is not realizing how much you meant to me, until the day you left.

2009-12-11T06:59:00.001-08:00

Nothing much today!
Went to Vivo to buy $20+ cookies @ Marks and Spencer :)
The scenery there is very very nice! Shall go there with Chunkeat/Friends some other time.
And I think I won't be cutting my hair already!

Going to Joel's church tomorrow, again :) But with Chunkeat!
Great HAHA.
Going to Diane's one on Sunday but not confirmed yet since she's like joking xP
But most probably will be going to Chunkeat's working outlet to get the form with Ethan.
It's really bored without a job :(
And the holidays are ending already, one month is just nothing!

To Aricia, there's no cute guy in Haagen Dazs please!

K bye, sleeping time :)

I thought it was you.

2009-12-10T02:16:00.000-08:00

I WANT TO SAY THIS PERSON!!
IF YOU WANNA ASK HIM OUT, YOU NEVER TURN UP, WHAT'S THE POINT.
CRAZY OR WHAT.

YAY JUNYUAN IS COMING TO MY SCHOOL NEXT YEAR ^-^
Hope everything goes smoothly for him :)

So long since I had Popsicle :P

My house ^^ LOL, joking! LL's house :) - You should know what's this ^-^ SPICYYYY.

Went to KFC with ONICHAN & DIANE. ^^
Had Black Pepper Chicken! Whoever says it's not spicy, they are LYING! ( E.G DERRICKHIU )
It's just WTF but nice :)

Went to LL's house :)
Very nice, haha.
Offed my phone, I FORGET I WASN'T SUPPOSE TO OFF IT -.-
THEN I HAVE TO DO THE PROCESS TO ON IT AGAIN !
But well, you want the good stuffs you have to do it :)

Going to photocopy the whole TCM using my printer!
I think the ink should be finished by then. Awww.
Watching Brown Sugar Macchiato now, since "Hai Pai Tian Xin"'s episode 7 is not out yet :)
Going to eat dinner now, Bye!

I know there'd be this day, when you realize who has been here all along.

2009-12-09T05:13:00.000-08:00

Thanks for giving me the chance to speak, ♥♥♥
10days!

Went to Marina Square. Couldn't find M & S -.-
Walk till my leg "exhausted" !
Went back Bedok, bought screen protector and ice jelly :)
And LSRABBIT, IF YOU READ THIS PLEASE MESSAGE ME YOUR NEW NUMBER -_-
I'M 'BROADCASTING' HERE LOLS.

In train, got three super noisy kids. Actually they're teenagers but behave like kids.
Whatever, everyone was looking at them -.-

Waiting for 'Hai Pai Tian Xin' Episode 7! Any nice dramas to intro ?!
And anyone wanna buy backpack with me ? Tell me!

We can't rewind.

2009-12-08T02:51:00.000-08:00

EDITED POST!

At first was like that, but the Auntie helped us :)

PS : The post below you guys can just ignore it..
Informal post
Monday. 071209 :)
Let's talk about 6g'07 Class BBQ!
Wtf , Queh yi, Nixon, Suraya, Christina, Hanpeng, Gabriel, Jiewei all didn't turn up.
What's wrong!
So in the end only 5 of us went. BBQ what shit LOL.
Went to Claire's house first! Her brother drived us there ~
Had a hard time starting the fire, XY must be damn pekchek ;x
Vanessa & HN left first. Left XY, Claire and me -.-"
Food all like chaota, the thing melted and became ink. ALL THE FOOD BLACK LA.
So we ate the cooked food and o-tah ~
BBQ-ed some food also la, with the help of the o-tahs covers.
Slacked and played cards till 11pm and CS's sister drived us home :)
Talked about past times, missed it so much!
And crapped about relationships ` ~ Blablabla.
I didn't know Darren is in BV! He shouldn't have done stupid things and got himself into boys' home -_-"
Remembered his "Proposal" LOL, Lameee ~ Come to think of it, it's still very funny ><

Goodnight! Thanks for reading till the end! Haha.

It's tearing me apart.

2009-12-07T07:53:00.000-08:00

I can't believe I'm missing you that much suddenly.
All these years I thought I managed to get you out of my mind but no..
You're the only one who really understands me.
When I'm with you, I don't have to hide anything.

能不能回到最初,最自然,最灿烂的笑容?
没有钻石的爱情,我也会被感动.
看自己变复杂变自私以后,简单的快乐怎么不见了?
能不能回到最初棉花糖在手中的笑容?
钻石换不了爱情的心动.
回到最初再也梦不到的梦.

You're looking at him across the room
Wondering just how it all slipped away so soon
You're looking to find some look in his eyes
That will take you back to yesterday
Don't remember the when or the where or why
All you know is that something has changed inside
And you can't bring it back no matter how you try
You know it's over, you've got to say goodbye

It's such a shame, when lovers become strangers
It's such a shame, when you don't know each other any more
And all the memories that you shared
Are all that's still there
It's such a shame, when lovers become strangers

You can't seem to find the right words to say
And it's too late for talking now anyway
There's no one to blame, it's just not the same
And it's never gonna be the same again, no
So you're trying to figure out what went wrong
Where does the feeling go, when the feeling's gone
And you pray for the strength just to carry on
You've got to let go of something you've loved so long

So kiss him goodbye, try to walk away
With your head held high
Think about the good times, don't cry, don't cry
Though it's tearing you apart inside
It's such a shame, it's such a shame
And you can't bring it back no matter how you try
You got to let go, you've gotta Say Goodbye.

The feeling is back, but it's different now.

2009-12-06T06:11:00.000-08:00

Had dinner @ Pastamania!
The food was just average. Ambiance not really good also as there's too many people ><

Opps, got some extra people ><
DAMN LA POST ALREADY NOW BECOME HALF.
LAME. ANYWAY THE BANGALA FLASHER GO EAT SHIT LA.

Overflowing emotions.

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Luv.

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Fiohuartteeyeonut!h - Hatred,

Bye.

Photossssssssss :B

We're Heading For A Heart, Heart, Hearbreak' :)

Missingyou.

Rainy days reminds me of you.

Awesome! ^^

Happylife.

Over.

Plastic heart,

FUN + LOVE

Don't say you love me, you're leaving!

Life's GR8 ^^

Hold on.

Mistakes.

9.

You deserve better.

14

I don't know what I'm doing.

Do you remember?

Time ain't enough to cure anything.

Don't get it why you're so easily angered.

17's

ASK, IS THIS LOVE?

What have I done.

Today's 24/02

Life, 2302.

Boy you stole my heart.

It's not Me, it's You.

My life wouldn't suck without you!

My Immortal - Evanescence

13th' sover.

If I had one wish, just one, it would be for things to go back to the way they used to be, back when YOU STILL LOVED ME.

I'm going to smile like nothing's wrong, Talk like everything's perfect, Act like it's just a dream, And pretend that he's not hurting me.

Maybe we're better off alone.

Sorry.

I miss her.

Our only memory.

HAAPPY.

Buddies. Betrayal.

I'm glad to have all of you by my side! 

Someday we gotta say Goodbye.

I have to move on :)

Yet another bastard.

I lost. I lost the game.

I know I will regret if I let him pass me by this time. But I'm gonna do it anyway,

I haven't let go of you, and I won't.

I realize you hadn't left.

I don't wish to be the one breaking you.

2201. The start of my new journey.

You can break me, no.

Thanks.

I know that I can live without you.

Ihateyounhk.

Zxzx

He's one big sucker. AHAHA.

My apologies.

Reminisce.

Life's complicated.

I'm not falling this time.

All your love is revenge.

We'll see each other again!

This is Life. The Reality.

I miss the voice that used to be my comfort.

I don't want that Responsibility.

LINGFANG IS HAPPY!

Love is over.

I will really miss this.

I need that something that's missing.

Guys.

The power of Perseverance.

I remembered every little part that we shared.

Don't you dare quit, take another step.

Going for Lasik when I'm 21! :)

Mee Goreng pl0x.